I need to keep reminding myself that once I ace this semester, I can indulge in you. But only if I get this right. Only if I work as hard as you do. I can't keep blindly stumbling through every term, waiting for the day I see you at the end. I have my own things to do and I need to make every day counts.
Fuck, what I really need to do is stop being complete batshit delusional about everything. Yes I miss everyone so much it's getting fucking ridiculous. The only thing I can do now is drink my damn tea and get back to my essay, and hope everyone else make their ways okay.
- m.
